becuase i don’t really know the depth of the situation, i want you to understand that any advice i give you is completely based on my own “feeling” of what you’ve told me and nothing else.
firstly, because you guys have been on and off for so long, this might be one of those “off” periods. i don’t know how long you’ve been back from holiday, so i can’t judge whether or not him not having come to see you is something to really worry about. however, i will say that you shouldn’t wait around for someone who isn’t making any effort. you were only gone for five days, but he should be missing you and wanting to see you instantly.
i suppose that you want to keep trying because you’ve been seeing him for so long and by now his presence in your life must be quite comforting. i imagine that after all these years there is that hope that it will work out in the end…but it really doesn’t sound like it will. maybe i’m too much of a pessimist, but that’s how it feels.
pisces can be sullen and withdrawn, he may act cold and distant one day, but affectionate and loving the next. as an aries, it must be confusing for you to deal with his range of emotions, but you have enough aspirations and energy to keep pushing on and trying your best. just don’t put yourself in a position where you’re always waiting for him to be in the right place, or for the right time - waiting for him to come to the realisation that he should be with you.
find someone who appreciates you and, when you go away for five days, misses you unbearably. that’s the kind of guy you deserve.